Thursday, January 09, 2014

Deleted Scene & Giveaway: Ethan by Nicole Edwards

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Title: Ethan(Alluring Indulgence, #5)

Author: Nicole Edwards

Genre: Adult Erotic Romance

Release Date: January 7th, 2014

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Ethan (AI #5)

© Nicole Edwards, 2013

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We’re delighted to bring you the scene when Ethan finally officially comes out to his brothers and tells them about his relationship with Beau.  With thanks to Nicole for this great deleted scene!


“You invited us over but didn’t think to have food?” Brendon grumbled as he moved into their parents’ living room.

Ethan didn’t bother to respond. At the moment, he was doing his best not to panic and run out of the house. So, worrying about whether Brendon was going to starve to death wasn’t high on his priority list.

“Chill, bro,” Sawyer added gruffly as he moved around the room and dropped into their father’s recliner. No one generally sat there except for Curtis, so Ethan had to figure his parents weren’t going to join the conversation. That was all right with him. The less the better in his opinion. And his six brothers were certainly enough at the moment. Considering he could see his mother moving around the kitchen and his father sitting at the kitchen table, he took solace in knowing they were there if he needed them.

Once everyone was seated, Ethan sucked in a deep breath, trying to form the words that he’d been rehearsing for the last twenty four hours, ever since he called his brothers to arrange this meeting.

“What’s up?” Travis asked, when he took a seat on the arm of the couch.
“I, uh,” Ethan began, still having a problem with words. His chest felt too small to contain his pounding heart and his throat felt a little too constricted.
Making this a formal event hadn’t been the brightest move on his part, now that he was facing all six of his brothers. Although Travis, Kaleb and Sawyer looked keenly interested in what he had to say, he fully expected Zane and the twins to give him shit. It’s what they did.

“Dude, you’re sweating,” Zane offered, reclining into the sofa as though he didn’t have a single care in the world.

Taking a deep breath, Ethan figured it was now or never. “I’m gay.”
Ok, so he hadn’t planned to say it quite like that. There should’ve been more words on either side of those two. A lot more.

“Well, we knew that,” Braydon added. “So, what’s the problem?”

Ethan stared blankly at Braydon. He didn’t even know what to say. It wasn’t that he didn’t think his brothers knew; they weren’t oblivious. But, for them to be so easily accepting took him a little by surprise. Why he had no idea.
“What the dumbass is trying to say is that we’re cool with that, E,” Zane added, sounding surprisingly mature. “And I’m sure they’ll have other questions, but I’ve only got one.”

Ethan swallowed hard, waiting to address whatever Zane was going to throw at him.

“Why’d you think you needed to hide it from us? Have we ever given you the impression that we would hold it against you?” Zane asked the question as he glanced around at the others before he returned his gaze to Ethan.

“I wasn’t hiding,” Ethan argued. “I didn’t want to put y’all through the shit I’ve been through.”

Zane sat forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “And what shit is that?”
Ethan shook his head, not wanting to go into detail.

“You wanted to talk, E. If you trust us enough to come out, you need to trust us enough to know we’ve got your back.”

Ethan stared at Zane. He understood what he was saying. Honestly, of all of them, he hadn’t expected to be pelted with questions from Zane. Then again, Zane was already clued into what was going on because he was Beau’s friend. Since Ethan and Beau were officially living together, keeping his brothers in the dark didn’t make much sense anymore.

“When I was nineteen, I was beaten pretty badly…” Ethan shut his mouth abruptly. He clearly needed to be careful how he told the story because the way all of his brothers sat up straight made him realize just how much they supported him.

They might be brothers, and they might give each other a hard time, but that was because they were family. When it came to outsiders who wanted to do them harm, even Ethan knew they’d stand together. Which was ultimately the main reason Ethan had kept his secret for so long. It wasn’t that he didn’t think they would support him. He knew they would. But the lengths they would go through to do that were what had worried him.

“Who did it?” Braydon asked, his voice gruff with what Ethan assumed was anger.

“That doesn’t matter,” Ethan stated firmly. “What matters is that my life changed at that time. I’d come to accept who I was, but in an instant it was taken all away from me. Just like plenty of others, I deal with snide remarks from assholes all the time. I didn’t want that to come down on y’all.” Ethan held up his hand to stop Zane from speaking. “Right, wrong, or indifferent, I did what I felt was right for this family. I knew you’d have my back. And that’s also the problem.” Glancing over at Travis, Ethan continued, “I know some of you might go off half-cocked. I didn’t want to risk that.”

“So why now?” Kaleb asked.

“Why now what?”

“Why are you sharing this with us now?”

Ethan found his throat closing again. This time it was because of the excitement that bubbled up within him. Thinking about Beau and the fact that they would be spending the rest of their lives together completed Ethan in ways he’d never expected.

“Are you getting married?” Zane asked with a huge grin.

No one said anything for long seconds, including Ethan. He was trying to figure out just how to tell them. No, there wasn’t a wedding date. In fact, he hadn’t even proposed at this point, but he fully intended to sometime in the very near future.

Meeting Zane’s inquisitive gaze, Ethan said, “Not quite yet. But yes, one day I hope to get married.”

He knew he wouldn’t need to explain how that would work because Travis, Kylie and Gage had already made it a possibility.

“To Beau?” Zane asked, this time his grin was more a smirk.

“Yeah,” Ethan answered easily. He still wasn’t sure how it was that Zane had just made this fairly painless for him. The man never ceased to amaze him. Not that Ethan was going to think Zane had turned a corner because he knew his younger brother would be up to his normal antics at any moment.

“So, when are we gonna celebrate?” Braydon asked.

“I say we head to Moonshiners this weekend. Do it up right,” Brendon tacked on.

Ethan wasn’t exactly excited about going to Moonshiners to celebrate, but he didn’t have it in him to argue. Not to mention, if he did, his brothers would continue to question him. Right now, he was just content that he could finally be himself and not hide from his family anymore. He didn’t want to cause any undue stress by letting on that there were still some people he tried to steer clear of.

“Moonshiners it is,” Ethan finally agreed.

“Fan-fucking-tastic. Now it’s time to go give Beau a hard time,” Zane announced pushing up from his seat.

“Wait,” Ethan groaned. “Don’t –”

“Dude, chill,” Zane laughed. “You’re still kinda uptight, you know that?”
Ethan wanted to punch Zane.

“I won’t say anything,” Zane added quickly. “At least not until the celebration.”

Well that was about all Ethan could hope for. For Zane to keep his mouth shut for any amount of time was considered a win.


Ethan turned to see Sawyer standing behind him.

“I’m hoping you can forgive me for telling Dad,” Sawyer said softly, his eyes churning with emotion.

“Forgiven,” Ethan said easily. With all the ways his life had changed in recent months, Ethan didn’t have room to hang on to the anger he’d let eat at him for so long. It was time to move on. Bigger and better things were on the horizon, he knew that much.

Sawyer gave a small smile as he stared back at him and Ethan was thankful that his brother didn’t get more emotional. Today had been hard enough. Then again, he hadn’t expected it to be easy. As his father had told him already, nothing worth it ever was. Knowing that he had the full support of his brothers and his parents, and the love of one man who without a doubt was the absolute best thing to have ever happened to him, Ethan knew that life would only be uphill from there.




Nicole is giving away a signed Ethan trade paperback,  a Nicole Edwards marker board, a pair of Alluring Indulgence Pint Glasses, a $50 Amazon or B&N Gift card or a $50 iTunes Gift card.  For your chance to win, just enter the Rafflecopter below and Good Luck!

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Series Reading Order

Alluring Indulgence – to date

1. Kaleb
2. Zane
3. Travis
4. Holidays With The Walker Brothers

Suggested Reading Order – Alluring Indulgence + Club Destiny

  1. Conviction – Club Destiny # 1
  2. Temptation – Club Destiny # 2
  3. Addicted – Club Destiny # 2.5
  4. Seduction – Club Destiny # 3
  5. Kaleb – Alluring Indulgence #1
  6. Infatuation – Club Destiny # 4
  7. Captivated – Club Destiny # 4.5
  8. Zane – Alluring Indulgence #2
  9. Devotion – Club Destiny #5
  10. Travis – Alluring Indulgence #3
  11. Holidays With The Walker Brothers – Alluring Indulgence #4


About The Author

About me... hmmm...
Ok, I've been asked to provide a little bit of "real" information about myself. That's harder to do than you think it is, especially for someone who has difficulty talking about themselves. ;) But, here goes...
I've been writing for as long as I can remember. Ever since I was a kid, I loved creative writing and as I got older, I got acquainted with those voices in my head and that led to putting my stories on paper. And now, here I am all these years later, spending my days doing what I love most. I decided to give myself over to writing full time in 2012 and I haven't looked back. I spent nearly 13 years in the corporate world and I have to say, this is a bit of a change (just a little) and I am loving every second of it.
I live in Texas with my husband and three amazing kids and our two beloved dogs. If I'm not writing, I'm usually reading. I devour everything I can get my hands on. I love romance of any type and being an Indie author myself, I'm always looking for new Indies to support. I haven't always been into reading, but about eleven years ago, I picked up a book - I'm pretty sure it was by Nora Roberts - and from there, I haven't stopped. Before I began writing full time, and my characters started taking up so much of my time, I was reading about 200 books a year. That has dwindled somewhat, but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't read.
An interesting fact... I don't watch television - aside from the occasional news anyway. I will go see a movie or two rarely, but for the most part, I get all of my entertainment from a book. Some of my favorite authors include J.R. Ward, Suzanne Brockmann, Lora Leigh, Jane Rylon, Lori Foster, and Jaci Burton just to name a few.

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  1. What can you say apart from Amazing !!!!!

  2. Thanks for sharing the deleted scene. I loved it and I loved the book. Nicole Edwards is freaking AWESOME!

  3. I just started Ethan last night so when I saw that the deleted scene was from Ethan coming out to his brothers I did not read it because I am only on chapter 8 right now so I don't want to ruin the surprise:). Hopefully I read the book I can come back and read the deleted scene. :)

  4. Thanks for the great giveaway! Can't wait to read it! I want that signed paperback! I have Kaleb, Zane and Travis signed, so I NEED Ethan too! lol Yes, I'm greedy!

  5. I love Nicole and her writing Ethan was yet another fantastic read....Loved It xxx

  6. Awesome scene.. I love this book, I think it is one of my favorite of this series.. I was hooked on Travis but I do believe I have switched teams.. I'm an Ethan/Beau girl.. their story is amazing as is the Author.. I'm so glad I found her books in 2013 - I'm HOOKED ;* Thanks for sharing

  7. I need to read the whole series. The deleted scenes are amazing.

  8. more tears and smiles!!! thank you for sharing :)


  9. I just finished Ethan and loved it.. Keep them coming Nicole. Can't ever get enough of the Walker Brothers.. lol

  10. Awesome! Thanks for the giveaway chance! :)

  11. The deleted scene brought a tear to my eye!!! I haven't finished "Ethan" yet, but I should be done by tonight. Just giving my eyes a little break-lol. I own all of the "Club Destiny" and "Alluring Indulgence" books so far and I love them!!!! I bow to you, Nicole Edwards!!!

  12. The deleted scene was great I have not started Ethan yet but I'm wondering how it will work that seems like an important scene to have cut but seeing as I have read all the books but Travis and Ethan Nicole never makes you like anything is missing or lacking in her books so I know I will love it just as much it will however be my first m/m no m/f/m so I can't wait Yhank you for sharing that with us and the great giveaway I hope I can finally win one of them.

  13. Loved the deleted scene!!!!!

  14. thank you for the deleted scene love all these books cant wait for more

  15. I loved the deleted scene and i loved Ethan. I been waiting for ages to read a fully m/m book from NE and she truly delivered!!!

  16. I finished Ethan Thursday, and I have to say I loved it. I have read all your books to date, and continue looking forward to your next one (whatever that will be) You have had a fairly devoted fan, since the first book I got my hands on. Thanks for your hard work.

  17. This is the most exciting giveaway!! I've been a huge fan of Nicole Edwards ever since I found the Club Destiny Series. I'm a dedicated fan! Thank you for the deleted scene. I loved it.

  18. I don't know what to say but "WOW", "AMAZING" and "OMG I AM IN LOVE"

  19. I only see the first three paragraphs and cant read the entire scene :(. Is there some other way to read the entire scene?